Ramblings of a Bald Man

Well, I finally wimped out or wised up depending on how you look at it. An hour ago i ever so slowly creeped out of my bed, went to the closet and got out my nebulizer (a.k.a. - breathing machine). It’s one of those nifty things they do for asthmatics when you have to go to the hospital. I’ve been told I’m lucky to have my own but I don’t know if I’d call it luck. That just means I have asthma bad enough to need my own cause trying to go to the hospital isn’t worth the wait. Well I’ve used it twice in an hour (my record is 3x back to back to back). The bad thing is I actually feel better. That means it was a really good thing I used it. I know my lips were purple, but they weren’t blue yet…man I hope my mom doesn’t read this cause she’d flip out on me. Anyways, if you’ve ever taken asthma drugs before you know about the shakes and if you’ve used a nebulizer before then you really know about the shakes. I need to find some caffeine. That’s about the only thing that brings me down a bit. Hopefully I’ll get some sleep tonight…who knows. I’m really not sure what to do about work tomorrow. I guess I’ll just wait and see. Today they were doing the floors in the back room and the smell from the chemicals was killing me. I guess I’ll just have to be patient and worry about each hour at a time. Whelp, time to find some mt. dew cause it’s getting hard to type.